senior year
Jan. 12th, 2026 02:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
paroxetyneNo school for 2 months straight honestly made me lose my shit because of the social isolation. I don't even bother talking to people online so ever since November i'm kind of just alone i guess other than the roblox interactions. God you can't even make up how glad i am to have school although i absolutely hates this.. I just want to talk to my friends and that's it, lol
I'm not keen of school at all in fact i despise even being here, i wish for time to pass by faster so i don't have to deal with everyone anymore. But in a way, i also like being here, i was also lowkey excited for the first day too
But bruh i legit woke up at 7AM sharp and it was my mom scolding me for still being asleep, i just felt so sleepy yesterday for no reason it was only like around 2:30AM and i forgot to set my alarms.. T_T i was completely dumbfounded and felt like my day started off stupid because i thought i wanted to wake up early to wear my skincare more properly and also iron my hijab well but EEEEE nope, i'm so clumsy..
My hijab also didn't do me any justice so i just folded the awning behind and ugh i felt like a ball or something due to my big ass face :-7
And like.. my class ends at 12:50 but we literally stayed until 1:15 to do war cry but we didn't even do it bruhh. I was just stressed out because I'm scared my transport will be mad at me for coming late but okay thank goodness she wasn't because she also just arrived since the traffic is hella crazy, dude there's so many students shit felt overcrowded
Hmm about academics, geez i really want to drop geography but i'm worried that if i do drop the subject my merit won't be as high since i don't even know what i am capable of doing for spm.. so i would rather just take the risk, i guess..
But here's the cute part, teehee ^///^ i recently bought a pink huawei band 6 strap because the orange one just looks ugly and i want my stuffs to be pink. i've set my wallpaper as the selfie Arthur took with his cat and everyone said he looked cute and handsome LOL, i'm so fond of him, i like him a lot (what the fuck not romantically of course, i'm not parasocial he's just my favourite perpetrator) but they will probably gas me up if they ever realize who he is @ ___ @ lol who cares
I'm not keen of school at all in fact i despise even being here, i wish for time to pass by faster so i don't have to deal with everyone anymore. But in a way, i also like being here, i was also lowkey excited for the first day too
But bruh i legit woke up at 7AM sharp and it was my mom scolding me for still being asleep, i just felt so sleepy yesterday for no reason it was only like around 2:30AM and i forgot to set my alarms.. T_T i was completely dumbfounded and felt like my day started off stupid because i thought i wanted to wake up early to wear my skincare more properly and also iron my hijab well but EEEEE nope, i'm so clumsy..
My hijab also didn't do me any justice so i just folded the awning behind and ugh i felt like a ball or something due to my big ass face :-7
And like.. my class ends at 12:50 but we literally stayed until 1:15 to do war cry but we didn't even do it bruhh. I was just stressed out because I'm scared my transport will be mad at me for coming late but okay thank goodness she wasn't because she also just arrived since the traffic is hella crazy, dude there's so many students shit felt overcrowded
Hmm about academics, geez i really want to drop geography but i'm worried that if i do drop the subject my merit won't be as high since i don't even know what i am capable of doing for spm.. so i would rather just take the risk, i guess..
But here's the cute part, teehee ^///^ i recently bought a pink huawei band 6 strap because the orange one just looks ugly and i want my stuffs to be pink. i've set my wallpaper as the selfie Arthur took with his cat and everyone said he looked cute and handsome LOL, i'm so fond of him, i like him a lot (what the fuck not romantically of course, i'm not parasocial he's just my favourite perpetrator) but they will probably gas me up if they ever realize who he is @ ___ @ lol who cares
